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ironically, i am a voluntary student 'listener' at my school so i cant really get help there. Unfortuantly no form of proper help is provided, since i go to a very english school, and the english dont talk about their probeblems. my friends given me some information about concilling in my area though.

Mum: you can't get me sectioned for cutting myself- on no record am i mentally or clinically depressed. please dont think if u threaten me with that im gunna stop. Dad: its not yours, or mums fault. its all me. i love you stop blaiming yourself. doctor wanker (or what ever the fuck ur name is) when ...

I relate with the visual thing. at the moment its consuming me. i can remember back to when i was really bad and the look of my arms and legs. all i think about is doing it to my self. i tried this recently and it sometimes it works but some time im so obsessed with cutting it doesnt calm me down at...

i've self harmed on and off for the last couple of years. most of the year i can keep control of it and dont have the urge to do it. but about once every 6 months i get really low and i can't see any other obvious answers. these periods sometimes have an obvious trigger but most of the time its not ...