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**Sits with you**
i'm sorry for ur tragic loss

I dont think they make jokes about it to hurt you...i think they do it because they care and if they make you feel bad about it, you'll stop...kinda like reverse physcology. well thats my thought ne way, because if u trust them they must care about you, so they wouldnt laught AT you for doing it. th...

Mum: "we've come so far now, i'm proud of you both, i know i should stop pre-judging you.i still love you more than ever and i want you to know that and that i'm sorry." Jamie: "I know i'm wrong again, i know i should share you and kitty and thea. please forgive me, it's all going to be ok from here...

you feeling ne better yet darlin?
ru x

:wavey: :wavey: welcome to BUS!! :wavey: :wavey: sorry that you had to go through that. try posting on the "bodies under seige" forum, that's the main page, where most people post. maybe this is a good first step forward to telling people or getting a therapist or somethin in real life. good luck wi...

how much should we let ourselves depend on people (I never really have or have trusted anyone this much before) and how much should we keep inside so that we can't hurt anyone. i think that you need to be careful, this probably isnt what u want to hear, but i think that its valid - if you are feeli...

i think the most probable thing is he probably didnt know what to say or how to react. he's probably never come across anything like this before and doesnt know what to do....dont blame him for not knowing how to deal with it. but also, i can understand how hard this is, i have been in this situatio...

:heart: hugs from people i want them from :blueheart: having my face stroked as i am drifting off to sleep :lpurpheart: being in love :pinkheart: getting texts :dkblheart: being the centre of attention!! :grnheart: hearing the rain outside when i am comfy in bed :purpheart: slippers :sgrnheart: dogs...

Tom: why did u never show that you loved me?? by the time it was too late you told me you were in love with me. dont you see, i need/deserve more than that??when jessie told you she expected more; she was right. start dealing with your own issues and stop pretending you dont have any. learn to expre...

:star: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? it will bring short term relief and release, i will be able to see the damage of what i have done therefore i will feel better temporarily until i feel regretful and guilty. i will have a scar and i will like that. :star: what will h...

Mum: "sorry that i have done all this horrible HORRIBLE stuff to you ru, i know i have changed you forever and i can never take back what's happened, but i want you to know that within all my heart i am so terribly sorry and i wish i could pick up all the shattered millions of pieces and make it up ...

that was.....i have no words...
well done
ru x

*goes and takes a seat* *sighs*
all better now
x

Do you use coping methods (healthy ones... ) in combination or just on their own? i try to use them just one at a time, but it rele depends how urgy i am! Name something that helps you to cope beginning with the letter 'A'. ALCOHOL.... :cry: :cry: i wish it wasnt but its too late now, im in... :cry...

Hey good work!!People are always here for you whenever you wanna come online and just rant.people will always reply!!
sending you hugs and smiles
welcome bck hug for you !

:star: i wish i was special :star: i wish i was talented :star: i wish my boyfriend showed me he loved me :star: i wish my parents would stop fighting :star: i wish my dads girlfriend would leave us alone :star: i wish my mum didn't lie :star: i wish all my problems would just go away :star: i wish ...