bus

scared
anxious about class tomorrow
anxious about the future
alone

lonely
alone
like getting back into bed and not leaving all day

I'm too full of emotion to cry IRL, but I wish I could to make the pain go away.

I miss those carefree days...

PM's appreciated.

-I miss her like crazy. I can't seem to let the thought of how happy I was with her go.
-I don't have any desire to be with T (who sexually assaulted me), but the fact that he's dating my roomate almost makes me physically ill.

alone
exhausted
depressed
lonely
alone

PMs appreciated... - It took me so long to acknowledge the feelings I had for her, because I'd fought my feelings for girls for so long, that I can't bear to let those feelings go. - I wish she cared about me at all. - I wish I didn't care that she doesn't care about me at all, but it's tearing me u...

-Scared
-suicidal
-out of control
-reckless
-like a failure
-unable to settle down
-manic
-like no one understands or cares...

I'm pretty sure I'm supposed to be a nun, and I'm dating him anyway...I can't bring myself to end it.

I keep hooking up with guys, pretending I don't care, just so someone will think I'm beautiful I am trying not to care about you, trying to pretend I don't care, but it's not working. You make me feel loved and beautiful and I wish you cared about me the way I care about you...but deep down I know y...

I just failed my second exam of the week...and it was a class in my major...

like I'm a complete failure at everything I try to do
like I need to change my major because I can't do it anymore
like nothing in my life is going right.

like I'm a complete failure at everything I try to do
like I need to change my major because I can't do it anymore
like nothing in my life is going right.

More often than not, I feel like an utter failure at everything I do.

like getting so drunk I can't feel the pain inside anymore...
like curling up in your arms even though I know you don't love me anymore...

PMs are fine...

--I think I'm scared of how much I love you...
--I'm scared that the rest of my life is being decided and I'm only 19...
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--Sometimes suicide seems like a glorious release...
Thanks for listening.

PMs Fine... It might be nice to know someone's listening --I'm a virgin and I'm terrified of sex. We almost had sex and I was almost physically ill. --You put your arms around me and hold me tight and all I want to do is be able to move away...because I can't stand to be held in any way, I feel out ...