bus

alone.
unloveable.

I love her. And she doesn't give a shit about me. I can't stop loving her.

pm's welcome

I love you, but I'm not in love with you. I'll miss you when I break up with you, though. I can't believe I can care about someone so much and not be able to have a relationship with you.

in love
frustrated by being in love with someone who doesn't love me back

I love you... and I can't believe how scary those words are. When you move I don't know what I'll do without my one person who understands. It hurts so much to realize that you don't feel the same way. I wish you could love me.

anxious about school and relationships

I hope that I can settle down and feel happy about it.

fat

So... I know that depression messes with my thinking and writing skills, but this week it kind of kicked me in the butt. I had an essay due on monday, and i didn't finish it until last night. And because i didn't have my essay done, i skipped the class on monday and wednesday. I know, I broke the ca...

My first room would be blank. White walls, nothing on them, grayness coming in from outside, no sunshine. It would also be soft, with no rough edges because I feel like I'm not angry or anything, I'm just softly miserable. My second room would be soft colors, I think I'd do a mural I saw once on one...

lonely
homesick
empty
directionless

You asked me last night if I was just dating you because it was socially acceptable. I said of course not. Now I'm wondering... I miss her like crazy. If she came back tomorrow, I would probably dump him and go back to her. That scares me a lot. I don't know what's going on inside my head. PM's welc...

I miss her

empty
lonely when i'm around people
tired all the time
anxious about grades
excited about cooking and eating for the first time in days
like i want a drink because i didn't have one yesterday

missing her like crazy, empty without her, and sad that she doesn't care about me.

I know logically that if I don't do well this semester, even if I fail another class, it won't be the end of the world. I'll have done the best I can. Why can't I make myself believe that? Also, why does it seem like both of my roomates aren't working very hard and boasting about their 'easy a' clas...

I wish anything would make the stress of school go away, i just want some peace...

Thanks for the support guys. I talked to him and he was really cool about everything, gave me some study tips for the midterm, and told me to stop by if I needed to talk about stuff again. Yay for having a good ta

relieved
scared
like a failure

I think I'm supposed to be a nun, but I want to have sex anyway...

Okay, so I'm really struggling with school.... I'm in a second semester spanish class, and I'm really struggling with it. I don't learn languages well, it's just difficult for me. But I had really been trying until two weeks ago when I was in front of the class for an in class game thing and I didn'...