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I used to not mind them. But now that it's short-sleeves time again I am really paranoid about people seeing them. I'm ashamed of them, they are ugly, they are easy to see (both my arms), there are weird lines and words visible. It's horrible. I've had people stare at my arms with huge eyes. A stran...

Hi, can someone change my username from Lina to Lynn please? And is there any chance that the name Lina can be 'reserved' for me so that I can change it back if I don't like it and so that people don't get confused if there will be another Lina? Or is that very selfish to ask? :oops: It's probably n...

I had this yesterday-night, and today I had this too a lot. When I try to click on a link on BUS, like someone's place, then I get a blank page with this message: phpBB : Critical Error Could not connect to the database I don't always get it, so it's not that bad. But is anybody else having this? Or...

I think that I won't be a psychologist. I can't even deal with a parttime job. I can't even deal with group therapy once a week. What the hell is to become of me.

Sometimes I just want to cut and OD and starve myself for the rest of my life. But I know that won't get me anywhere.

Nervous... as usual

sick
I smell stuff that is not there and it makes me sicker.

Hi, I sent an avatar to avatars@busmail.org about 3 weeks ago, but it's not up yet. Did it even arrive? It did not get bounced back...

Sometimes I just want to die. Then I don't see anything positive about life anymore.

I think there's something wrong with me.

OOPS

Today's:

I went to the first meeting of the training and it went well, I wasn't quiet or anything.

Today's:

We had visitors and I knew I could handle it and I did! Most times I could even pay attention to what was being said.

Thank you Kaelyn and daisy_chain

Oh my haven't written down any pozzies for a long time But I will try doing that again from today.

Monday: :blkstar: I managed to shut up this really annoying person by saying something she couldn't really respond to. I kept polite (while I was boiling with anger inside) but could shut her up with one remark! (normally she always has something to say back to you, but now she didn't) Assertivenes...

*bows*

Yesterday's:

I was very sociable to everybody. I talked to classmates and didn't avoid them.

Today's:

I ate lunch. Eating is healthy.

Today's:

I went to school and did my exam and talked to some classmates. I was really scared to go but I did it and it went well.

Yesterday's:

I didn't purge despite feeling really guilty about eating to much chocolate. Purging is a bad thing to do.

Today's:

I really wanted to do something self-destructive but instead I went running outside.

Today's:

I cooked dinner tonight and though I had never cooked certain things before I did everything right and everybody liked it.

Those are really good! Well done on connecting the pozzies to yourself Heh we could learn from each other.

Congrats on staying SI free despite the strong urges.

Today's pozzie

I made someone laugh today who was feeling down. I can be quite humoristic sometimes.

Talking about hamsters... when I was 13 I neglected mine. It was so so unhappy and stressed :( I didn't give her any fresh water for a week sometimes and I'd find the water-thing empty a lot (it's a miracle she didn't die because of me). I forgot that I had a pet at all (telling people I hadn't). I...