bus

i have hair on my ass..and my back

i wish i was better looking...

i wish she'd just say yes..

i wish i didn't feel so lost and alone..

i wish..

i wish that my life will be good enough, one day, so that i don't have to have so many wishes...

empty...
sad
lonely
hopeful

well at my work there's only 10-13 people on staff, and only 1 or 2 of them know about my SI... one of them has actually talked to me outside of work about it, and even found me a number to call incase i needed someone to talk to. it was a relief to me knowing that at least 1 person cares... so mayb...

i tried that long distance thing once... and hey! i'd never SIed until we broke up either... hmm... advice for you: Just be friends.

i wish i didnt have to spend new years alone again...

well im' a drummer and i do play paintball... outside of that there isn't really much. i'm in the process of finding a band who needs a drummer... the trick is finding people who can actually play their instrument

to be honest all these "Terms of Agreement" things online, and in computer programs, are completely useless... it could be anyone clicking "i accept" on those things, and since there isn't any way of identifying the person who accepted there really is no way to get in trouble from this... unless of ...

well, seeing as how i've lost a bunch of friends once they found out i SIed, does anyone have any tips on meeting people? i'm not in school right now, and my workplace only has 10-15 people on staff... so i'm pretty much stuck with whoever i talk to at work and meet online.

hungry
nervous

and tingly (i cut my lip shaving.. )

Skyeler wrote:She is the most gorgeous person I've ever seen.
And she's sleeping in my bed.
I'm scared it's just a joke.

similar thing here, about a girl i went out with friday.. it almost seems too good to be true. i want it to last.

i tried the buschat.org one.. it just came up with an add website

it doesnt work

i was wondering if there's a way to add a BUS chatroom somehow... i always find myself alone and bored, and i'm sure there are others in the same boat as me.. it'd neat to just have a place for members only where we can go to chat... the real-time seems to help more than waiting around for a reply i...

meeting friends in unexpected places

... the ever so infamous First Kiss...

Mandi- i still want my stuff back please

Andra- i had a great time last night.. sure we just met, but it's been a long time since i've gotten along so well with someone. i hope someday we're something more than just friends.

Travis Barker- if you're reading this, i want drum lessons!!!

i've only actually talked about it with a few people... close friends that i trust. it's embarassing when a guy my size starts crying lol....a lot of people know about it though.

-used
-alone
-sad

-hopeful

tired
disappointed
confused
alone

i've got a date friday with a girl i just met and we get along really well.. i wish for once this won't end in a broken heart. i wish my paintball gun works FLAWLESSLY next week (tournament final) because my team is ranked first place right now and i really want that trophy :P i wish my ex-gf would ...