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hope it works out for you. stay strong, hun.

i'm sorry. i just don't know what to say to make you feel better.

it's ok to feel like this even at fifteen. these things happen at any age, and they still hurt the same.

good for you.

you are always welcome. may i ask how old you are, if you don't mind?... how's mom doing, are you going to bed anytime soon? just wondering... i love talking to you.

that's all that i can give you right now.

i'm eighteen.

and i can totally see why you don't wanna give it up, cuz i don't want to either. no matter how weird i think it to be sometimes.

:1hug: :1hug: :1hug: i'm a drama queen too, it sucks. well, i guess you do need to go to bed, on the other hand if you go, perhaps you can let yourself cry? i'll be thinking of you, and even if you are not on the net talking with me, you should know that i'm thinking of you, hoping you can stay safe...

i'm just wondering it you think that si is really a 'way of controlling it'? please don't get me wrong, i'm just asking, not saying that si is not ok to go with.

yes, i do feel anxious a long time after the cause is gone. i don't know if it is normal, but it happens to me. i guess is because you can't change your feeling from minute to minute eventhough you know you have no good enough reason to feel like that at the moment. sorry to hear about the fist figh...

yay. good job. i'm so happy for you!!! so are you feeling better now?

it's ok, just hang on, she'll calm down eventually i'm sure. i hate when people overreact, but it always gets better. this is not how they really are, they just feel too emotional and need to get it out in some way. i guess this is not helpful at all. but just please please hang on in there. :1hug: ...

i hate fights, and i do anything to avoid them. can you maybe go out for a walk or something to get out of there for a while ,while the situation calms down (if you think that would work?)

i do care. i hope you can stay safe. love you, hun, and i don't want anything to happen to you. please be gentle to yourself, and if you want to talk, i'm here and will listen.

... at least this way, i don't even know how to cry anymore.

Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: sometimes, depends on the mood. some days yes, other times i just wanna keep doing it. If so what is your motivation: i'm tired of hiding it from my mom, makes me depressed afterwards. Favorite coping skills: writing a journal or just random stuff, taki...