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CATS RULE!! :bcatsmile: I have two sisters and they are such blessings. They have an amazing sense that something isn't quite right and will check on me. They also teach me how to relax and not worry about life's nonsense. I love cats and how they are capable of keeping things on their terms and sti...

Relaxing with my cats.
Playing my drums.
Sharing soulful conversation.
Sharing pizza with my nephew.

I wish I was more secure and trusting of myself. I wish I knew how relationships work. I wish I could relax and appreciate others for who they are. I wish the people I liked liked me back. I wish I was in a better situation to help others. I wish my depression/anxiety not so overpowering. I wish I u...

:( :cry: :( :cry: :( :cry: :x :x :swimhelp: :swimhelp: :newangel: :newangel: Sometimes I feel like I just can't take it anymore. I go thru the depression and it's followed by anger. Then sadness.... and maybe some intermittent crying. I can't tell if I'm crying for myself or for those that are too b...

WHY DO I CONTINUE TO CHOOSE JERKS IN MY LIFE??!!
I'M SO SICK OF THESE FUCKED UP PEOPLE WHO DON'T GIVE A CRAP
ABOUT SOMEONE WHO IS SO EVIDENTLY HURTING AS THEY GO ON
THEIR SELF-CENTERED EGOTISTICAL WAYS!!

SCREW 'EM!!
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE!!

.... whewwww.... thanks y'all.....

NIghtSeArch .... I can totally relate to your first note. You have blessed me by letting me know I'm not alone in such feelings. The wording could not have been more right-on if I had written them myself. I don't know who to trust anymore... including myself. I totally SUCK at relationships of any ...