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Hello everyone, i don't know if anyone remembers me there. It feels strange posting here after all this time. i don't really know who to contact to ask this, so I thought I should just post it there so someone could answer. As some of you may know, I'm now the administrator of a french web board on ...

Well, actually... Deb, I sent you a pm in may, and deleted it in August as it still appeared unread, and I had had no answer.

First, check that your sentbox isn't full. If so, messages never seem to leave the outbox.
If that's not the case... Well, I'll let someone else answer.

A - I've wondered for a long time if I loved you or hated you... I think I really hate you, and I won't ever be able to forgive you. And you've only made it worse. I don't understand, you are an hypocrite. You refuse to hear about any issue I could have and do everything you can not to see me, then ...

family and friends : I feel bad. I am not just "a little depressed". I am suicidal. I've felt like this for years and I need you to adknowledge it. I need your help. I don't need you telling me what to do. I don't want to be ignored either. Don't let me make decisions and don't tell me about bad thi...

* write in place, try to explain what's wrong
* go on the distraction board
* go offline and work if possible (=get busy)
* call a friend
* maybe ask if I understood right, if there is something that upset me and shouldn't, or report to the moderators.

S - Won't you stop it ! I hate talking with you now, I hate hearing what you say, again and again. Always the same. You refuse to talk about real life. Only games, roleplaying or computers... And how can you say I'm as responsible as you for the time we were together and the way it ended ? I stopped...

S - You hurt me. I know you're trying to help, or at least you think you are. But when I ask for help you're not there. You're only there when I'm ok, and never understand anything I tell you. A - I don't understand how you act. You keep hurting me, but I don't know why. I'm not even sure you realiz...

S - Stop finding bad excuses for everything, don't say you have no time for it, you only work 2 hours a week ! Just because you don't want to doesn't mean you don't hurt me. Stop telling other people about me ! M - Tell me why you don't say anything. You've seen me with open wounds and blood everywh...