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T - Why can't you help me? I don't understand why you can't get off of your ass and do anything.

Dear T, I love you, but you're using me. I love you, but you're not really even trying any more, are you? I love you, and I don't want to be alone, but do you even know how what you're (not) doing is affecting our relationship? Shape up or ship out! To the blinking idiot that sits across from me at ...

P - If you say one more thing to me about that damned incentive, I'm going to take one of the spatulas and stab your eyes out with it. Shut up, go away, and let us do our damn jobs. S - Thank you very much, for everything you've done. I'm sorry I'm too much of a chicken-shit to actually say that to ...

"Hey, it's okay. Really, truely, okay. And I'm going to tell you right now that whatever happens, it's all right. I care about you, and I'll always care about you, and I'm not going to stop caring just because my vision for your life doesn't match what you chose to make of it. You're not a disappoin...

For what I've lost.

Alright, let's see... Sean has a different version of the same problem. THE SAME PROBLEM. It was brought about by our environment, the one you raised us in. JUST BECAUSE he and I have differernt personality styles does not change this fact. Just he's popular and has girls writing stupid schnit on hi...

The last time I wanted to Si, I didn't because I told myself (over and over) that I was stronger than that...

Trigs for the bad language that follows. To the folks at CBJCC: FUCK YOU for everything you did to me, for your fucking ostentatious purpose of making me better. The only thing that I got from you was FEAR. That's what you taught me. E: I had one hell of a crush on you...even if I never did tell you...

(Note: Assuming all of the necessary equipment/supplies to support myself and anything I bring along.) 1. My cat, Spooky. She'd be lonely here all by herself... 2. Every single science fiction book, novella, and short story ever written. Failing that, a few select books that I love dearly. 3. Croche...

Sewing, crocheting, baking, or otherwise being "craft-y."

When I have access to stuff for those, it works out pretty well...

M - LEAVE ME ALONE. I'M FINE. D - Come around and hang out more often. I know you're worried about me, and I know you need to get away from things for a while. Here's safe, and she won't mind if it's me you're with. S - Stop with your crappy attitude. I hate it, and our folks hate it. You're being d...

Emotional trigs. Anger trigs, as well. Don't take a walk in my head, you never know what you'll find... Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? It's that feeling...the one I get inside when I feel like just an echo of human, of a person...it creeps and it crawls and t...