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same is happening for me skyeler! i know what you mean... i was worried everyone else would think i was being a slacker if i didn't show up on the board soon. lol glad it's not just me!

it's me again...

finding new cute little animated emoticons

soft flannel sheets in winter

getting lost in a really good book

finding a new baby leaf on a hard-to-grow plant

wearing sparkly eyeshadow or body glitter

feeling pretty

this is sort of a synthesis of several posts to others about bullying, just to share some about my own experiences with it: i was badly bullied, too, actually, for 6 years. to me, looking back, i really see it as a form of emotional rape and torture. those were some of the worst moments of my life, ...

*finding holiday cards in with all the regular bills and other mail *finding out they make my favorite natural soda in diet now! woohoo! *my kitty sleeping, 'specially if she's sleeping somewhere on me :blush: *walking on cold, clear, quiet winter nights when everyone has holiday lights in/on their ...

yukky... i'm sick and my chest and throat are all sticky inside
confused
anxious
scared
kind of blank

i also read perks of being a wallflower on suggestion of this thread and i loved it. i also just finished the center of winter , the first novel by marya hornbacher who wrote wasted . suuuuuch a good book. i loved the characters, the story, the language, all of it. i highly recommend it! i actually ...

i miss you daddy. i know you'd understand. you should be here. why didn't you fight harder to be? why did you leave this for me to deal with alone? i need you. my daddy.

i am... struggling unstable trying my best i am not... what i seem on the outside i feel... sad alone invisible unworthy i want... to be understood to be heard to get better to stop hurting i need... more support to be able to validate my own feelings to figure out what i want i have... to stay in t...

sad
lonely
unimportant

little ones all dressed in their halloween costumes saying trick or treat and asking for candy

a whole day of alone time after a week of 24/7 company

worried
anxious
afraid
alone
frustrated
willful
tired
very sad

bed

new books waiting to be read

a walk through the woods on a crisp october day with colorful leaves raining from above

a brilliant blue sky and sun after days of gloomy clouds and rain

thanks priceless. that was my second time sending it so i'm glad it got through this time. i look forward to getting it. thanks so much!

thanks for writing this, b3autifu2l37, cause i actually had the same thing happen and wanted to know who to ask about it. so thanks. and thanks deb for pointing us to the faq.

a little warm pile of 5 baby kitties sleeping in my lap

hopeless
alone
uncertain
wanna isolate
wanna SI
wanna be held and soothed

sad
invisible
trapped
wanna cry