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i didn't really fall down. i am crying for help again... but i am not so sure you can see it. and if you do see it... please quit ignoring it. (to all my friends...) why are you dating someone new?! he just died last march... you two were way to in love to be moving on already. i know you are finall...

sad. hopeless. regretful. anger.

i feel like my life is taking another downward spiral, and i am not sure how to fix it. there are many great things in my life, but i feel like i need more. im not so sure what to do about it.

i paint. i am an aspriring artist, so when there is a lot going on, i break out the brushes. it helps a lot

because my brother said if i did it again he'd punch me in the face. This threat stopped me for a good 3 days......

The first time i cut was for attention.plain and simple. It was october of my senior year of high school- only about 9 months ago. it was a cut with a razor on the back of my hand. but as time went on, i started doing it and hiding it. Everytime i got upset i would cut. i've used everything. I've do...