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The Verve Pipe - Freshman When I was young I knew everything She a punk who rarely ever took advice Now I'm guilt stricken, sobbing with my head on the floor Stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice I can't be held responsible 'Cause she was touching her face I won't be held responsible She fel...

i don't want to go home.

i don't want to see you, s.
you scare me.
i do not like you.
please die before then.
please.

It's fine for me now too.

Thanks for posting for me, Laura.

I definitly get what you mean.

The cutting's so much simpler to deal with compared to reactions.

I get the reactions too... I just automatically scratch or hit myself without thinking about it.

life happens? LIFE HAPPENS?!? that's not a fucking answer!!! a girl lets you know she likes you and you just don't mention it ever again? you don't act any differently, you just act like a loser. god i wish you'd tell me on way or another because i just feel like an idiot at the moment, some dumb gi...

Because I am going through a phase of extreme vanity. And how can I show my body if it's covered in scars?

Oh, ok. I was thinking Invision

Another forum I go to has an archive forum for old posts that people might want to dredge back up... I just thought about it. Because, it's kinda cruddy to delete something someone might want back up (like a place or whatever).

Must. Stop. Replying...

I'm kind of curious about what I'll look like with more clear skin.

It's the easiest thing in the world to mess myself up but not doing it's a challenge.

A good challenge.

*Be's a nosey lurker*

Yeah, I was wondering about this too... Every other board prunes but BUS just sort of doesn't seem to.

Not criticising, just curious as to why.

^Ditto. Getting it out is such a relief. I really like them, they mean that I don't feel the need to off load on my friends as much IRL as well, which makes me feel like guilt. I don't know if they really fit with coping's aim, but they do help em to cope and they really just make me feel good and f...

Jeffy: It's fucking patchetic, you know that? Not letting you dump her and then finally dumping her then begging to have her back... It's sad. You're so fucking weak when it comes to chicks, you know that? You're whipped from all angles, everyone thinks it's said. Even people who barely/ don't know ...

Depressed.
Triggery.
Guilty.
Lonely.

More often than not, boards like BUS are just another distraction for me.

^^I adore that website.

My $0.02 is that anyone who's looking for attention hard enough to cut themselves and parade it around needs the attention for one reason or another but they need to see a professional, not trigger random people for no reason. As for emo... It's a trend that different people interpret different ways...

I always joke about it myself... For me that's my defense against it. I give as good as other people with the SI jokes and they don't question me and I feel sort of immune to it. I don't think you reaction was unusual, it can be a very sensitive topic. It's just because I'm weird that subtle comment...

It's coming up to summer here... Summer is so much more cutting season for me than winter because I just get frustrated about not bieng able to show much skin...

Really lost.
Nervous.
Like a failure...

^^I once chucked mine in a gutter once.

2 hours later I was back there looking for them.

Maybe it's the same for them...