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I've tried it, but not to stop SI. I did it to help me get through some hard times, and it really did help. It helped me stay focused and grounded at a time when I would have fallen off the deep end. Everyone so far is right: you remain in complete control while "under" so even if you have trust iss...

PM's okay *DRUGS* * * * * I want to relapse and take a certain hallucinagen that i used to rely and OD on. I want it so the thoughts will go away. I've already relapsed SI...and nobody knows. I want someone to notice that my smiles aren't real and that the tears are always there, just behind my mask...

i'm so very afraid...i'm afraid he's not okay....and its my fault