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yer i cant post anything either ...hmm ..

:star: I wish i didnt have anxiety problems as it hinders everyday life :star: I wish that Josh wasn't leaving in 2 months (6000 miles away) :star: I wish that i hadn't ever started si :star: I wish i could 'feel' often :star: I wish that every1 understood si :star: I wish that i could tell people a...

Hmmm yes i agree i think ...i play musical instruments (hence doing music course at uni lol) ..and well ..ive played them for so long and got bored of practising ..so sometimes idont want to practise ..which isnt good cus i supposed to and want to ..and then i get angry etc ..and leads to other thin...

*cries* and *cries* and *Cries

hey ..i feel a bit like that at times ...hope ur feelin better today
*hugs*
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Hmmm well it was about 6 weeks ago ish ...id been thinking abuot stuff thats happened in my life ...mum was killed wen i was 5 ...and why did i deserve this... etc and stuff and then stuff now happening in my life is a bit hard and confusing and so i guess i just did it ...i think i was in tears too...

i seem to cry most days at the moment...loadsa emotions all hit me at once..it hurts...its sad...im in this all on my own