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I'm sort of used to them, I don't really care if they're on show.
If people ask, I simply say "I fell."
If they probe further, I elbow them.

Dee
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M: I'm sorry I married that fucking piece of shit, I never should've let him touch you. P: I'm sorry I'm a knob end, I shouldn't have lied to you and your family, I need to be shot, here have a pistol. T: I've been unfair to you, my daughters problems are my fault, not yours, you've stopped her from...

Thanks JoAnna I didn't cut :) Hmm, I have to thank Noel, I just unloaded on him and ranted and I felt better. Then Amy called me and I felt even better, but I saw her at school today and we had a very long talk, and we're ok. So I feel loooooooads better. :wink: Dee xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? I'm so scared that I'll lose Amy Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then? I've never felt this upset before, everything hurts too much on the inside What I have done to ease this discomfort so...