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so are some posts gone or just hidden?

Thanks!

So my posts per day used to be about 4, and now it's closer to 1. I know I haven't been on for a while, but I'm pretty sure I'd posted more than that. I'm confused. Is it possible that some of my posts disappeared or that someone else deleted them? I know I'd made over 1000 posts - my average was 4i...

I think it's okay to consider it a slip and not have to start counting again... 14 weeks is a long time, and you can do it again. ::

darn it... I posted a comment with a bunch of hugs but for some reason, it didn't go through.... oh well - :1hugs: :1hug: :1soothe: :1hug3: :1soothe: :1hugs: :1grhug: :1hug: :1soothe: :wavey: Ok, that's not as many as before, but I still hope it helps you feel better!!! ::big hugs:: Denny

I've never been in IP, but I think that's a good idea. I know that I'd want something like that if I ever do end up in IP.

Deskana wrote:Just put in your signature, exactly like that.

ok... well, that worked for one week, but what about a month? i want it to say 13 weeks (so i guess 3 months + 1 week).

thanks!

Do you SI mostly at night or another certain time of day? Sometimes it helps me to think about how I'll feel in the morning: better if I don't, worse if I do.

How do I put the circular purple button things that say "i week SI-free" and stuff like that in my signature? I've figured out how to put 'em in posts but not my signature.

It's good that you can still love him even though he's ready to move on... maybe think about other things you love to do too.. crafts, work, reading? I'm sorry you feel that you've hurt him. Maybe consider how you've hurt him and send him an apology e-mail or something... maybe say something like th...

not sure what to say except ::big hug::

I hope you're ok.

mind letting us know what kind of stuff you're coping with so we can have an idea how to help?

How bout "most of the time, but not always" b/c sometimes strikes me as meaning "seldom," and I want to say yes now but not all the time.

Maybe it'd be useful to think about the morning. Cutting makes me feel better but worse in the morning. When I avoid it but am really urgy, I wake up feeling better (particularly glad I didn't SI).

Hope all is well,

Denny

kurdt_kobain wrote:Oh, wait, I did.

Oh... I'm sorry.

Because I was in class and so surrounded by people. Plus the only "tool" I had was fingernails... I still sort of want to but I'm working on not.

Because I stayed in bed. I wasn't that tired anymore and really wanted to get up and do it, but today made 3 weeks, and I didn't want to start over. Wanting to SI was like when I'm not tired and feel like I should get up and do homework or something instead of staying in bed... it's hard to explain,...

Right now, I WANT to because I'm so tired, but I'm trying to convince myself it's not worth it. Maybe I'll just go to sleep even though it's not even 9 pm. *HUG* Sleep is good. indeed it is. hopefully I can go back to sleep soon enough... i m pretty wide awake after 2 hours or so of sleep, but that...

last time I wanted to SI and stopped myself... well the second last time that happened it was a couple of weeks before my prom, and I was wearing a black halterneck dress. With no sleeves whatsoever. And I didn't want everyone to see the scars. the last time I wanted to SI and didn't was because I ...

There have been sooo many times I have wanted to SI in the last 6 months but didn't for one reason- the possibility of scars. i have an eating disorder and body dismorphic disorder, and it's very strange how the things that make me SI are the things that also cause me not to alot of the time. Has a...