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Haha, I've been wondering about SHACA for a long time now. I'm glad to see that people still care about it and remeber and all that stuff. I think I used to be a member aeons ago. But I agree that something should be done about the shirts, I'm just not sure what.

Usually bus doesn't trigger me, because I know that if I have urges, it's me having the urges and not bus giving them to me. If I do get triggered though, I usually immediately switch to the coping board, pick out a coping strategy in the list, get off the computer, and go do it. bus can be helpful ...

this is kind of a happy one. After waiting by the phone for so long, after checking my email anxiously and feeling depressed when you didn't write me, after missing you for so long I realized something: Allen, I don't love you anymore. I don't fucking love you anymore. And it feels amazing! I still ...

For the longest time I was super paranoid about the ones that I couldn't cover with short or 3/4 sleves, like the ones on my forearms and the horrible ones on my wrists. I was terrified that people would judge me before they knew me and I couldn't hang out with the "cool people" if they knew I was s...

Just letting you know I read and I care. That sounds like such a tough spot to be in. We can talk more if you want, because I don't want to make this a long post, but if you have msn or YIM it's in my profile, or you could just pm me. In response to your poll, I grew up in the house with both my par...

restless
like I need to get off this damn computer

Thank you all so much for the replies and suggestions. :) I really like the idea of just printing that post out and giving it to her (or possibly emailing it). I already told her I hurt myself, and she had noticed the scars before. We've talked about it a bit, but I think she is hesitating to come o...

Hello all, I was visiting with my T today, and I realized that I have a really hard time asking for help. I want to ask her stuff about learning new coping skills for things, and techniques for grounding myself when I dissociate, but when I get in there, I either forget or I just don't know how to b...

::hugs:: (only if ok) I totally agree with the two above me: wanting to be cared for is completely human, and sometimes we all feel that way, but there are better ways than hurting yourself. Sometimes when we just reach out to the people around us, they end up taking care of us too. A hug is one of ...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: wow, that does help! But it defeats the purpose of e-screaming if you do it...

**please comment, if you want** ~ I wish that I still had those bottles of vodka in my room, even though I've been sober for 8 months, it would still help somehow just to know they were there if I needed them. ~ I lost my best friend in the whole world. Jessie, because of my alcoholism and the pills...

Ok then... Becca-san: Just because you don't understand, doesn't mean I am crazy. Just because I cut doesn't mean I am suicidal. Just because I am Christian doesn't mean that I don't feel this way. I am not a pagan, I am not going to hell, and I am not just confused in life. I know where I am going,...

A friend recently told me that she looks up to me a lot, and that she has a lot of respect for me... Well, that really got me thinking about the people I care about, and I fould out that there are many more of them that see me the same way. One of my reasons to stop cutting is them, because I think ...