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have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. didn't have any what had happened just before? I was fighting with my husband and he wasn't hearing me, plus I realized it was mostly my fault, and he was threatening to leave me, telling me he only stayed with me beca...

wendy- that is a really interesting idea. I think it does apply to me, as I started to si as an adolescent. I'll have to think more on that, thanks. :) charm- I was gone for a bit more than a month, I just started coming around again this past week. I posted about it in my new place, which just made...

thank you, it always feels good to know that someone else understands. I am glad I was able to get through it too, but it was a huge reminder of feelings and thoughts that I didn't really want to remember.

thank you

A mix of the questions, dealing with an urge I had the other day that was really really strong. I want to help myself isolate why it got so bad, and figure out why I didn't si. Written as if I had the urge right now, to try to help myself remember how I felt the other day. Why do I feel I need to hu...

I haven't had the time lately because of my job. Things I have done in the past... :star: Deliver Christmas gifts to residents who had just moved out of a homeless shelter (I did that for 3 years) :star: Answering a Domestic Violence hotline a few times a month (I did that for about a year) :star: H...

Shaking my whole body, especially my arms

i can't deal with being this anymore

*curls up in a ball and cries on the floor*

I can relate to what everyone has been saying. I don't have this issue as much as I use to, so I thought I'd let you know how I dealt with it: Fighting back against the images worked, but it took a realllllyyyy long time. Like the images of something or someone hurting me. I would change the image t...