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I wish I was able to sleep I wish I was able to express myself more easily I wish I answered the stupid phone(I messed up!) I wish I was able to eat I wish I didn't talk about my ex today I wish that my friend M2 wasn't being abused my her husband I wish that my friend C is OK I wish for alot of thi...

overwhelmed
scared
tired
glad
obssessed
embarrassed
shame
afraid
good about myself
helpful

I'm sad because I'm having such a hard time to eat right now.

I'm happy because I am forcing myself to eat so I won't get sick.

I'm terribly scared of developing an ED. I don't know if I am catastrophizing or not though, but I haven't been able to eat in over a week because of being so upset and such, just been having to force myself to eat something, and it ain't been much.

There's No Easy Way - Leo Kay, Sung By Roch Voisine There's no easy way To fix a broken heart When you don't know how Or where to start Sometimes I miss you girl/boy I guess I always will Cause when I think of you My heart stands still And there's no easy way There's no easy way There's no easy way ...

I wish so much that my friend Donna never SUed.(I miss her terribly) I wish I could get back to eating normally again. I wish there was no more abuse of any kind. I wish there was no more sickness. I wish my friend C and I had enough money so we could go on vacation together. I wish my friend C is s...

tired
unsure
alone
sick
scared
negative
low
excited
loved
disappointed

I'm proud of myself today because yesterday evening I recieved a phone call from a friend in my therapy group in a crisis, and I was able to help her even though I am going through a difficult time myself, and she told me that I had helped her feel better!

BUS TV movies reading coloring journaling cross-stitching beading Sudoku teaching myself Spanish video games music playing the 15 minutes game... yo-yo play doh surfing the net doing research on a subject of interest collecting recipes for my Weight Watchers making MP3 collections going to the libra...

triggers abuse, death... Goodbye Earl - Dixie Chicks Mary Anne and Wanda were the best of friends All through their high school years Both members of the 4H Club Both active in the FFA After graduation Mary Anne went out lookin' for a bright new world Wanda looked all around this town and all she fo...

I'm proud of myself today because I forced myself to eat breakfast.

I'm proud of myself today because I went to see a special outpatient nurse at the phosp to help me work on coping with my mental illness that has flared up to help me out of going IP. I'm proud of myself because I'm working so hard at coping.

I wish my best friend C who lives far away would be able to move closer nearby...and we could visit each other every weekend

I'm scared to tell my therapist about some abuse that happened during my childhood. I'm not even sure what kind of abuse it is...And I only remembered it yesterday, but I remembered it clearly..I was 5 years old...

PMs OK..

tired
terrified
hopeful
glad
guilty
hurt
sorry
loved

I don't know if I have been SA as a child or not but some wierd memories are coming up now that might suggest that...And I'm terrified...

Conversations With My 13 Year Old Self - P!nk Conversations with my 13 year old self Conversations with my 13 year old self You're angry, I know this The world couldn't care less You're lonely, I feel this And you wish you were the best No teachers no guidance You always walk alone You're crying at ...

I'm scared to go to bed and I don't know why..and I need my sleep I only got 2hrs of sleep last night...

Out Of Control - Hoobastank I've done everything as you say, I followed your rules without question I thought it would help me see things clearly But instead of helping me to see, I look around and it's like I'm blinded I'm spinning out of control...out of control I'm spinning out of control...out o...