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My PTSD is acting up.... I get these attacks, similar to a panic attack but worse, I feel like I am going to lose it, I feel SU, like running away, at the same time terrified, and they happen out of the blue,and more than once a day, and I want to know what is causing them but I can feel myself stuf...

I actually try my best to keep my appts for the afternoon so I can have my morning for BUS.....

True Busaholic!!!

I think I win!!!

I turned on the computer, got my coffee, juice, took my meds, and headed off for BUS first thing this morning!!!!

My general pattern every morning!!!

Yaaay Edge is back!!!! Wecome back Edge!!!

Hi Joeygirl! Yw, glad to be of some help! I think the letter is a great idea! And talking to your therapist it great also, it shouldn't be a problem at all that your friend sees her too, there is complete confidentiality, and if you doubt that ask you therapist? I think it's good that your friend se...

My pdoc really isn't a real pdoc, he's just a regular GP practicing as a pdoc. There is another doctor doing this in our city as well. It's because there aren't enought real pdocs to help. But what does that mean for me?

I'm proud of myself today because I ate breakfast!

Which is not natural for me to do, but I know is a healthy thing to do! And I am trying to do it everyday now!

X is making it hard for me to practice my religion. And I hate it. I wish X would move away.

Why did you hurt me so???


AAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!

tired, depressed and lonely

I tried to go to sleep but can't right now so will try later, listening to music helps, and BUS helps, journalling, also can try coloring if I lose my concentration, could try and call some friends, but am feeling like they would reject me, must be the depression....

I'm feeling hurt, I want to cry, but yet again I cannot. I'll let these emoticons cry for me! http://smilies.sofrayt.com/fsc/sobbing.gif http://www.forosdelweb.com/images/smilies/chillando.gif http://www.jms101.btinternet.co.uk/basic_sets/gold/circular_bold_std/cry.gif http://img90.exs.cx/img90/2365...

I heard your voice today and I get all panicky and scared. We used to be close, so close, I looked up to you. Now I am afraid of you and don't want to be near you. You were so mean to me, so mean at my Grandmother's funeral, for goodness sake!!! You didn't even say sorry about her, you only could in...

Seeshellz wrote:surprizing OK right now and I am hopeful I will have a good day!

Well that's gone now!

lonely
anxious
guilty
shame
sad
depressed
angry
tired
frustrated
eager
flipping out
urgy
headachy

I'm back, sorry I had to go so quickly there! First off, You have one awesome friend there! :D I just wanted to tell you about the stress and stuff I put my Mom through. I ODed so many times, almost died once, well many times woke up in intensive care, she saved my life once when the doctor gave up ...

I'm going to give you an answer but I have to go for now but I will be back. OK??

First off I am really sorry, I can understand how you feel, just this past fall, my friend committed SU also, and it is really hard to deal with... Sounds like you never got a real chance to properly grieve your friends death? Am I right?? If I am you really need to get in touch with your feelings a...

surprizing OK right now and I am hopeful I will have a good day!

What happened Edge???

I was on BUS this morning at 5 am!!!

Don't You Forget About Me - Simple Minds (for my Brother and me)(It's our song since we were teenagers)

I was abused if I cried.