bus

scared. alone. young and little and vulnerable.

christ, i'm scared.

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mage

i'm not ok. i need help. i don't know where to look for it. i don't even know where to start. i feel so alone.

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mage

hopeless.


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mage

"baby, i won't leave you. i know we fight but we do love each other and we will find a way to get through this -- and stay together."

"i'm here for you" [and mean it]

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mage

don't leave us. please.

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can i have a hug?

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mage

- i still miss him. i care about him, and i think about him -- wonder whether he's ok, and happy (because i want him to be well and happy), and whether he still cares about me.

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mage

"you are bright."

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mage

"i love you, i need you, i want you in my life."

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"i don't regret having become a parent, and i don't resent you"

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"honey, i love you too."

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mage

honney, thank you so much. you're a star and i love you. why are you so good to me? -- what it all boils down to is that you have to make compromises in relationships. you have to make compromises to have a family. i'm sorry you regret/resent that, but that's the way it is. that's what you signed up...

-i wish they wanted me and my sister and each other -i wish someone would hold me, and just make me feel loved and needed and safe. -i wish i could be close to people without complications -i wish the thing with *him* hadn't happened, or at least that it could be resolved so we could talk a bit. eve...

tired, confused, afraid.

but somehow alright.

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mage

i wish my parents wanted me
i wish they didn't care more about their work than about their family
i wish i had someone IRL to talk to

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mage

lost, guilty, alone

numb

i'm so alone. i really really need help. please, somebody. anybody.

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stop touching me and stop pushing me to talk to you. i don't fucking want to.

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do you love me? does anyone?

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mage

unloved. unnecessary.

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