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is there anyone IRL with whom you feel less lonely? or someone who knows what's going on with you right now? sometimes it helps a lot knowing that there is someone you could call at night, even if you don't call. jsut knowing helps sometimes. is there someone you could take into your confidence? tak...

where do you live? different countries/states have different confidentiality ages. but usually, after 16 they don't tell your parents unless they think you are in immediate danger.

take care.

mage

angry. confused. scared.


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mage

a little support now and again wouldn't kill you, would it? just a very little bit of support?




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mage

i don't understand. i'm so mixed up. i just don't get it. how can she be ok with all this? how can she not be angry with me? i'm scared.



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mage

i'm sorry i am a disappointment to you. i know i'm not a good daughter. i wish i was. but i can't be the daughter you want me to be. i wish i could, but i can't. even so, your being a parent shouldn't be conditional on my being the daughter you want me to be. shouldn't ever have been. we didn't ask ...

alone. i want to be taken care of, to be parented. just a little bit. want a cuddle.


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mage

-wish i had a mommy and a daddy who wanted me.
-wish they would learn to control their anger
-wish they wouldn't blame us for the problems in their relationship
-wish people weren't so uptight and intolerant about people who aren't straight.



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hopeful. ok.

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magebaby

do you love me? if you do, why don´t you say it? you don´t say it back to me when i say it to you, so i think you mgiht be uncomfortable with me saying it. it´s so easy to sign a letter "love", but i wish i could hear it as a full sentence. but only if you mean it. i don´t know why it means so much ...

- friend coming to visit *August*
- going to uni *September*

hon, i really do know the feeling. it´s always easier to believe in concrete solutions or quick fixes. it doesn´t sound demanding, just an understandable wish. we all want there to be an easier solution. but it´s always ok to ask for brainstorming. i hope you find something that does help and that t...

tired, hopeless, alone.


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mage

"i´m not going to leave you. it´ll work out. i love you too."

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mage

i´m not ok. people think i am but i´m not. i don´t want them to know because they´ll leave if they find out. people always do.

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mage

very confused and unorganised my experience was that pretty much all of India is like that. yeah, it can be really frustrating. what helped a lot was finding a couple of people who were really fun, likeable people, and we´d go out for a meal or something and just have a vent/laugh about all the thi...

PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU KNOW ME IN REAL LIFE! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * - there was this guy i knew. when he touched me, i felt ill and trapped. sometimes i was afraid he would hit me, and i'm not sure why. - then there was this girl. after a bit i started feeling nauseous with her too, especi...

hey there. i was in India just recently. my friends back at home would hardly understand or be able to help over email internet is pretty cheap, and most internet places have IM software (Yahoo seems ubiquitous). can you IM with your friends? also, long distance calls are not too expensive. where in...

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i really really miss him. and i miss talking literature and music and that. none of it seems interesting anymore, because i haven't anyone to share it with in the same way.

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