bus

hungry.

Whenever I can picture my future, I see myself living somewhere out in western New South Wales... an old weatherboard house on a couple of acres of land, on the outskirts on a small town. Three children - two boys and a girl (I have two brothers, my mother has two brothers, and my Nanna has two brot...

sore.
tired.
cold.

cold.

cheated

Congrats

*hug*

What motivates you to try a coping thing instead of si'ing? Guilt. If you had to move twice to cope i.e. move your body, what would you do? I'd grab my guitar and I'd go to the park. It's three o'clock in the afternoon and you want to si, what can you do instead? Play Solitaire. You decide at four ...

*triggers - su*














- In year 9, I bullied a boy in my year. He was younger than me, and stuttered, and was very shy and quiet. I used to wait outside class for him, I called him names and threatened him.

He hanged himself. He was 14.

apprehensive.

1) If you could paint the room you're in now to match how you're feeling or to what's going on in your life, what would it look like? My room would be black. 2) Change the image of the room to match how you *want* to be feeling that gives you the power to control what’s happening in your life today...

stress at work/school/college/uni I'll play my Xbox, it works as a stress reliever for work and uni. at home when unwelcomed comments are thrown your way I'll ignore it - just nod and smile and then ignore what they've said. bad drivers I'll turn the CD player up, mutter "bloody *insert driver type...

I generally write, if I can't deal with an emotion. I write as much as I can down about it, and then try to turn it into something creative.

It's a personal decision - I wear short sleeves when I'm not going to see anyone I know. If I'm at work or around my family, I wear long sleeves. I only wear short sleeves around people that I know, if they're accepting of what it is I do. There's a few people like that, and so I'm comfortable aroun...

cold. miserable.

content.

numb.

exhausted... physically and mentally...

nervous... I have a doctor appointment tomorrow...

i am... ... coping i am not... ... insane ... a menace ... a schizo freak (as some people refer to me) i feel... ... safe ... tired i want... ... to sleep ... to find an antipsychotic that doesn't leave me numb i need... ... sleep i have... ... my cat ... a future i love... ... my music i hate... ....

Lately, I've taken to moving furniture if I feel like I want to SH.

My poor sofa has been halfway around the world, the amount of time it's been shifted from one end of the room to the other.