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By situation, I did mean the feeling, that's right.

Thanks for the feedback....

I'm going outside now.


Emily

Sorry if this doesn't make sense.... I can't think very clearly right now.... write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: Nothing has nessecarily happened that would make my want to hurt myself, but I really, really want to right now..... It's like I need to do it ...

Name: Emily Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: trying to reduce SI If so what is your motivation: family and friends Favorite coping skills: writing poetry and reading Coping skills that work the least: talking to family Safe places you can go: church, dr. offices, etc. Identify stressor...

thanks

Em

The relationship is in the past. This was the first time that I saw him since the relationship ended. I just freaked out, cuz I didn't know what to make out of it. My T told me that I did everything that I could given the situation. When the guy asked me to a movie, I outright said no, no if's, and'...

Just wanted to say that I hope you are doing okay......

Emily

:uhhh: have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. yes I have...... I cut last night, and am just now able to get the words together enough for a post. :uhhh: what had happened just before? I ran into the guy that abused me yesterday and cut several hours later. ...

I know I am getting better because I haven't SIed in 5 days and I am not freaking out because my T is out of town.

(That's good for me.)

Emily

Thanks for the reply. Things are slightly better now.

Emily

:star: :star: This post is about a slip yesterday :star: :star: have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. :star: About to go clean them, BRB, okay, done. what had happened just before? :star: my mother was being her usual self what were you thinking and feeling...

(This is about a slip that happened last night.) have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. They aren't that bad, I haven't cleaned them though, but I will as soon as I get home, promise. what had happened just before? I had gone to the grocery store, and blacke...

(This is about a slip that happened last night.) have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. They aren't that bad, I haven't cleaned them though, but I will as soon as I get home, promise. what had happened just before? I had gone to the grocery store, and blacke...

(This is about a slip that happened last night.) have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. They aren't that bad, I haven't cleaned them though, but I will as soon as I get home, promise. what had happened just before? I had gone to the grocery store, and blacke...

(This is about a slip that happened last night.) have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. They aren't that bad, I haven't cleaned them though, but I will as soon as I get home, promise. what had happened just before? I had gone to the grocery store, and blacke...

I don't know how to explain this. I feel like hurting myself, but there isn't really a reason for it. I just feel like it, so most of the questions that are used to base a post on won't make much sense. So, I'm gonna cut and paste the questions that will work. how do i want to feel about this in the...

My mom and I have been getting along alot better lately. She still annoys me, by having me do everything around the house, but we have been getting along better because most of the conversation we have is through notes on the counter. Thinking clearer - I have recently found journaling helps me thin...

I am new to this forum so please bear with me if I make a few mistakes. The situation: My mom is treating me like I am a sick child because I was IP for 8 days. She seems to think that watcing over me 24 hrs a day will make things better. I feel like hurting myself because of the way that she is beh...

I get like that all the time. Sometimes I find a reason, no matter how small or insignificant it is, to allow myself to SI, even though I am trying to quit. There's that feeling like if I don't SI, I'll go crazy, or if I don't then I will be normal.

Emily

I went down to campus today. I didn't think I could do it, but I did. I only stayed for an hour, cuz the panic got unbearable, but that is longer than I was able to do last time. Last time I didn't even make it down to campus. I tried telling myself that it was only me and three friends when I was d...

Thanks for the replies. Your comments make sense. I just don't know if I can do anything when the situation comes up, cuz I panic so fast. It's so hard to sit back and breathe even though it helps. I'll do my best and let yall know how it goes next time I freak out.

Thanks,
Emily