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OK well i guess my first problem is that i seem to pushing my friends away cause i feel very separated. Maybe its jhust that withall this hit in my life im past it but all my friends seem very imature and some of them are even older than me. My second thing is well some of my friends kno about my SI...

i cant blame my cat and wouldnt (i hope). My kitty gets beat up by our other cats cuz shes an indoor cat. Besides if i said she was to blame for all of my SI i would have to get rid of her i couldnt do that. -Katie

i malted ice on my arm where i wanted to talk (my arm and hand turned blue) then i was lookin for someone to talk to (it was like 2 in the morning) and no one i knwe was on so i started talking to random ppl from BUS. -Katie

Sorry i havent posted much. But I do have a good reason, i havent cut for, well today is day 17(5-1-04). So ive been doing pretty good and i dont feel the need to post/talk to ppl as much. But here is a quick update. Umm i havent cut since 4-14-04 and i still have some good friends at home who know ...