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by GooGooPanda
Tue May 11, 2004 12:59 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Covering scars onstage? *si* *scars* *poss. triggers*
Replies: 9
Views: 428

The play went really well. For the first show I covered it with some foundation and concealer, and then some stage makeup clear powder to make it stick. But with all the kids running around and the crowd, less people noticed the scars if I didn't cover them than they did if I was blotting foundation...
by GooGooPanda
Sun May 09, 2004 4:22 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1872
Views: 67153

JF - You wouldn't believe me if I told you. RC - I am having so many problems with you right now, but I don't want to tell you about any of them because I don't want things to change. You are the only one who is the same every day...the only one who isn't going to be mad about some stupid little thi...
by GooGooPanda
Sun May 09, 2004 2:07 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Place to be Angry *si/lang*
Replies: 3
Views: 145

Place to be Angry *si/lang*

I have decided that I'm going to list all the things that I'm angry about before I need to use a razorblade to express myself. Others can do so too. I'm angry that I couldn't take that stupid test I'm angry that I can't stop avoiding my friends I'm angry that I need to make up excuses because I need...
by GooGooPanda
Tue Apr 27, 2004 5:08 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Covering scars onstage? *si* *scars* *poss. triggers*
Replies: 9
Views: 428

Thanks! :D
by GooGooPanda
Sun Apr 25, 2004 7:59 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Covering scars onstage? *si* *scars* *poss. triggers*
Replies: 9
Views: 428

Covering scars onstage? *si* *scars* *poss. triggers*

I'm the lead in a play that opens this weekend. Most of my scars are on my thighs, which my costume covers, but I do I have one big red one in the bend of my arm that shows. I need something to cover it, not only from the audience but from the cast and crew of the play. Does anyone who has ever had ...
by GooGooPanda
Sun Apr 25, 2004 5:58 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 57093

Right before I slipped into the bathroom I got a phonecall saying I got into the play I auditioned for :D
by GooGooPanda
Sun Apr 25, 2004 5:48 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*
Replies: 421
Views: 16672

Things I'd like to hear: My parents: We are not as dissappointed as you think we are. R: I'm sorry I've been blowing you off, I don't mean for you to take it so personally. I'll try to stop. And if you tell me what's going on, I won't get scared and dump you. I love you. K: I'm sorry I've been so je...
by GooGooPanda
Wed Apr 21, 2004 2:38 am
Forum: coping
Topic: You know what helps more than emergency boxes?
Replies: 11
Views: 655

You know what helps more than emergency boxes?

Putting whatever it is you SI with at the bottom of a box and putting everything else on top of it. That way you don't give yourself an option not to look at the things in the happy box. This has actually worked fairly well for me, because when I just had the happy box I was not disciplined enough t...
by GooGooPanda
Wed Apr 14, 2004 7:23 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Place To Wish
Replies: 963
Views: 45893

I wish I didn't feel so guilty I wish I could find the strength to tell my mom everything I wish I didn't SI I wish I could sing better I wish he loved me more I wish I loved him more I wish I loved me more I wish I were in Paris I wish I hadn't gotten mono I wish my friends hadn't forgotten my birt...