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i didnt see the second page

Sorry but what you are talking about does not apply i gave up Steven when he was 10 and he went coo-coo when he developed 3 other personalitys in himself Steves dead...i am just picking up after him yes we are filled with self pitty but do really want to see me with my anger built up...do you know w...

it turns out she was just depressed so she skipped a week she still hates me (for what i am) but hey you know at least she is alive thanks Little green ant for the hug heres one right back at you **Hugs moitor** says "I am so alone" lol and to Little green ant you have to care i mean if you are free...

you know what you are right that isnt me...i have no me my last and final relationship with a girl named christina ended missrubly because she couldnt take being in my world she might of killed her self...OK does that sound peachy....NO she hasnt been in school in 2 weeks and she hasnt cussed me out...

i guess you cant belive in god when you are phyco so it is not suprizing to most that i meet

my doc gave me 100mg's of Seroquil
good luck staying up through that *Yawn*

do you belive in God...? i dont...not because of external situations (War) but because the fact that he is so full of hate yet he is the enemy of the devil so if you torture a man with boiles to prove the person who you have declared a lier though out the bible...So his follower is caught in the mid...

Do you know what it is like not to have emotions it is like watching a movie of your life you have no control over it and the plot twists at its own will i have had one girl friend...i went crazy on her (Full Manic...if you dont know look it up on google) the last message i got was "Stay the Fuck aw...

True but i like to stay on topic

i cant tell my parents about cutting my self or my docs.
they said if i do i will have to go away....
i am 17...i am too young to go away

we better stop talking about wether they are judgemental or not
i would hate to be a hijacker

i am a guy but yes i am broke

i have a bad spine
bad knees
and bunch of mental disorders

that is my life one living Hell hole and if the fact that i discribed it as as hell hole affends anyone then you havent been where i have been so shove it

i am bipolar type 2 i was on paxil for 2 years i went manic and lost my memorys of thoughs years...as a result i remember nothing of my 6th 7th grade year of school but as another result it made me go phycodic (SP?) and i have never looked back i was singled out in school and my life made a living h...

i have no shame and no emotion i have been this way since 10 my cousin is about to die she is one year older than me since i have no emotion this feeling that i have been getting ( Just starting) causes me to want to do something but since there is nothing for me...I cut my self and i use a [method/...