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I don't want to be back here.

I don't understand how someone so lovely can be friends with such a manipulative bitch.

You're hurting me.

I don't like this job. It's draining me. I wish I could do something I want to do rather than something to pay the bills. Getting up this morning was so difficult, every fibre of me was against the idea. I'm worried that this job is going to be bad for me.

Do you know what is that's feeding this feeling? Maybe working on identifying that would help. For example if you were feeling envious because she's becoming responsible for a child maybe you could look into getting a pet that you are responsible for looking after? Alternatively would it help to loo...

I miss SI and I miss restricting.

I feel flat. Flat and empty. Sorry.

I'm feeling proud that I have been driving on my own. It is a BIG THING and I need to give myself credit for this. I am doing okay, everyone makes mistakes, and I will get better. I am a confident driver and I haven't done anything dangerous. Once I get used to my car and the roads around here, I'l...

I cut again tonight. I was trying to cut deeper but I couldn't. I know it's not the case but it feels like it would help. Maybe it's attention seeking. I want help but I can't think of any way in which anyone could help me right now. So what would be the point in asking? I feel like I want people t...

I feel really awful. I don't know how I can get through the next couple of weeks. It's too much. I just need it over with now.

Low

Let down.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I agree, check out the family and friends board I think it's really good that you don't just want to push it aside.

Make sure you take care of yourself as well as your daughter

What I'm doing is a big deal. Notice that.