Ooh... hang in there kiddo. Hope you figure out what you're feeling... seems to me like you're just pretty used to pushing stuff away so you don't have to feel it... I do that myself.
Oh, well, it's just one slip up, tomorrow's another day, neh?
I hereby order you not to panic... Hmm. somehow I doubt that'd work :P Sooo... how about I order you to go to http://www.ratemykitten.com/ and rate at least ten kittens... kitteny cuteness... how can you panic while looking at a kitten? Even if half of them *are* seven-year-old fat cats trying to lo...
have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. Yep. Antibiotic ointment. I know better than to get infected--they'll kick me out of school again. And, anyway, my "style" is a lot of really superficial cuts, so they're not going to be a problem. Probably healed by.....
It's nearing the end of the winter semester; and I have one week to do what amounts to half a semester's work. I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle; because I've been lazy lately and done everything but schoolwork, and I don't know if I could even do a normal amount of schoolwork, much less catc...