bus

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SICK OF YOU. you're a dick. and i sure as hell don't know why i put up with it. you actually make me miserable. you're the worst communicator i've ever met. you're shit at anything of the sort, and IT IS NOT FAIR HOW CAN YOU ONLY TELL ME YOURE STAYING AT HER HOUSE TONIGHT?!?!?!?!...

Hopefully, in 5 years, I will have almost completed my first year as a foundation doctor. Fingers crossed.

ARGH WHY IS EVERYTHING SO HARD. I WISH IT COULD JUST BE EASY FOR ONCE. ONE FUCKING TIME. WHY IS EVERYTHING SO FREAKING HARD

I try for my family.

I wish I knew things were going to work out

sad, i think.

I hope I make friends

I hope I can cope

I hope I don't get ill

You came, and you barely even spoke to me.
What was the point? You might as well as stayed at home with HIM.

like i'm falling.

exhausted
breathless

Yes, mum, actually there is something wrong. With both of us.
But I can't tell you... I really can't.
You don't know about the start, let alone the middle, the love there....
You aren't going to just know the end.
It's worth more than that.

We're worth more than that, me and my SD

lighter

Forgive me someone, for I have sinned And I know not where I should begin Some days it feels like you just can't win No matter what you do or say. Things didn't kill me but I don't feel stronger Life is short but it feels much longer You've lost that drive, you've lost that hunger To pull yourself ...

I wish things could just stay the same.
I wish you could come and live in my wardrobe

I don't to be covered in cuts when I start uni.

at myself.
YOU ARE SO STUPID. GET OVER YOURSELF. YOU KNOW YOU'RE DISGUSTING, IT'S NOTHING NEW, WHY ARE YOU GOING ON ABOUT IT NOW? YOU'RE INFLICTING IT ON PEOPLE. YOU DON'T DESERVE SYMPATHY. YOU ARE SHIT. YOU ALWAYS WILL BE. GET OVER YOURSELF FOR FUCKS SAKE

got out of bed