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I hate family members who can't stop butting in!!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

A-I just wish you would accept me for who I am...
Joe-Why can't you accept the fact that I'm not interested in you anymore? You're one of my best friends, but nothing more.

I draw words that express how I'm feeling about myself at the time; FREAK is most often written right under my thumb.

When I'm upset, I draw a lot of short lines on my wrist. The more upset I am, the more lines I draw.

Breathe. It'll go away. You're worth stopping.

I didn't want to have to face my friends...

Matt- leave me the hell alone. I don't need you. I don't want your help. You don't know what I need. You don't know what you're talking about. GO AWAY. FUCK YOU. I'm not the little helpless girl you want me to be. I never was. I never will be. Please just go the fuck away. Alex H.-Thank you for all ...

I wanted to sleep in my room last night.

M&A- Guys, PLEASE stop thinking that you can rule my life. i'm not your little rescue project. It's not your purpose in life to make me better. If you knew what I've done in the past, you would run away. I'm beyond your help. Please fucking realize that. To everybody else- If I cut myself it's NOT T...

Reasons why I don't want to SI: I like being allowed to sleep in my room. I don't want to disappoint my mom. I don't want to break the promise I've made to so many people even though I shouldn't have had to make it. I don't want to prove everybody that thinks I can't overcome this right. I don't wan...

GROWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why can't you see that I'm not alright no matter how much you think I am?!!!!!!!!

Things are bad, guys. I keep cutting myself even though I promised myself I wouldn't anymore. If some of y'all would IM and PM me and whatnot I'd really appreciate it.

That's gotta be rough. I've never really been in that situation, but I can imagine that talking about it without talking about my experiences would suck. *hug*
hang in there, okay?

Much love,
Bridget
xo

I gave all I am to you. I was completely in love with you. I was so enamored with you that I didn't realize that you will never understand me, nor do you intend to. I trusted you with all my secrets, all my dreams. And you threw it all away. "If you cut yourself I won't talk to you." Right when I wa...

*adds making an orange and white bracelet to her to do list for this week...*

Matt-I'm sorry I got mad at you. I'm sorry for butting into your life. I know I screwed up by making you afraid to cut. I won't be mad at you if you cut again and I want you to tell me if you're upset.

Mom-your dad and I are getting a divorce.

PLEASE be careful when you read this. I'm so fucking tired of living this life. Everywhere I turn, I'm constantly reminded of my cutting. Every time I look in the mirror, I'm ashamed. These scars, these cuts, are all triggers for me. Sometimes I wish I could just end everything. Am I suicidal? Not r...