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I know what you mean. I am always worse at night and I hate the phone. I think I'm worse at night because in the morning things are fresh. I can ignore yesterday. But the more time goes by, the more likely it is that something will happen to set me off, or I'll just spend more timing thinking about ...

Yeah, my parents don't know, but I'm pretty sure my Mom's first reaction would be shame for the family name too. I think it would be followed by concern for me. But I couldn't deal with any of it. She raised me not to talk about such things. I shouldn't have emotions. Sorry I can't say anything more...

* dogs
* the first day when it's warm enough to wear shorts in the spring
* avacados

Yeah, I had the same thought about having more people I could go to. I could let him know I needed help, but he didn't have to be the one to provide it. But I have such a hard time making friends. I'm really kinda scared of people. (Not as much as I used to be, but...) I don't know how to get close ...

This is something I've been trying to figure out for a while. There are days when the urge to hurt myself is so strong, and it's hard to resist. When I'm in these moods, I don't feel like going out and being social. I have one friend I can talk to and feel comfortable with. Just one. Sitting and tal...