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"homesick" by the vines

you are a LIAR. but i can't tell you because i'm not meant to know. but i do. you lie about what time you get up, what you do in your day, what you eat, how people act. it doesn't make you cooler. it doesn't make anything better. but it does make me wonder. what the fuck you tell people about me.

when you told jenny you were 'talking to your wife' earlier it made me skip a beat. yeah i know u were fooling around and yeah we both giggled but there was a part of me going awwwwwwwwhh.

i want that one day. so much. *kiss*

In 5 years time i'll be 23:

- I'll have finished Uni with a degree in Psychology
- I'll be living with Tom
- I'll be engaged
- I'll be starting my degree
- I'll be thinking about children, but not to have for a few years
- I'll be as happy as I am now

xxx

i need you in my life. but i'm so glad we didn't have sex. because if we had. it would've made this a million times harder than it already is.



ffs.

agitated
tired
scared
alone
frustrated
anxious
awake
bored

because i had a day without drinking.

some days i don't even think about them anymore.

everything's been put into perspective now.

why the fuck did noone listen to us before? why wouldn't you listen when i said i didn't feel safe? my safety is NOT your fucking primary concern. stop lying.

meeting mog for the first time. x x x

content

i'm in love.

i have been diagnosed with DID.

there. i said it.