bus

i get butterflies when i hold your hand. everytime

incomplete

i'm in love with all the wrong people

quiet
upset
alone
proud
suicidal

I Don't Want To Talk About It- Everything But The Girl

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be your own person! no amount of other peoples' identities are going to make you feel any more whole.

when i look at my arms it makes me feel sick.

its not my fault. not everyone can fucking like you.

dad-i want to have sex with you. still. all the time. but in a way that we never had it. i want you to love me. i want the world to celebrate us. i want it to be okay.

sydney- i still want to go see him. i want to smash myself into pieces so you know.

... because i'm going to face my past in few hours.

i don't want to talk about it.
i don't want to see you.

pm's okay x sometimes i tell people i love them when i don't just because i want them to look after me x i told her i'd only taken the morning after pill [because of sa] once because i didn't want her to think i was a slut. but truthfully it's been more than that. x one time, i almost thought that a...

sometimes i wish something really awful happens. or i become focussed enough to do something dramatic. just so they *have* to care.

right now. i'm exhausted. and i'm scared. and i'm spacey. and i want to kill the whole world away.

you had time to waste and i'm not sorry

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I was just wondering if anyone who is interested in helping out in forming some sort of rota to pm newbies could reply to this thread so that i can get an idea of how many people are intestested? As jomomma pointed out to me, alot of newbies are joining but few people are posting to say they've pm'e...