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As a former coke-fiend, my advice is to skip it. Particularly if you experience manic-episodes. I will trust your judgement that your boyfriend has too much to deal with, but is there anyone else you can say something like "I want to let loose, but in a bad way" and get some healthy support? A good ...

Having been sober for such a long time, I am sure you have a lot of tools that could help. But those tools only work if you can manage to stay sober days for a couple of days, and gain a better perspective of your situation and what it is you really want. If there is someone you trust, I am sure the...

excuse my interjection I am happy that I am sober because: I have money in my wallet (only $3 though :lol: ) People trust me. I don't need long sleeve shirts in summer. I can go to school. I have less anxiety. I (occasionally) love myself. But goodness knows it is hard. I haven't used cocaine for 2...

like I wish someone found me pretty.

or handsome, which ever.

brief drug refernce- I am overly ashamed over my scars. Or at least extremely conscious about them. Only my parents really see some of them when I take my shirt off in the house on hot days. I guess my brothers may have seen some of them, but it is definitely ackward. A chick was getting touchy feel...