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hmmm, a wishing thread....


I don't want to waste this one...

I wish for the strength to tell my inner demons to piss off when they decide to raise their ugly heads... THAT IS WHAT I WISH....


Wally

:star: Name: well, I suppose my name would depend upon who is speaking to me... here I go by Max or Wally :star: Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: am really trying, have managed to go almost 9 months with only 4 slip ups :star: If so what is your motivation: my family, plain and simple ...

I wish all of my thoughts weren't laced with dread and self loathing... I wish I could walk by, or see a blade, without thoughts of SI running through my head like rats scurrying through a deserted house... I wish.


Wally

*how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? situation won't change but the feeling will. I just need a sense of peace from this world that seems to be beating me down. :1cries: *what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? a temporary s...

I handed my blades to a friend and went for a LONG, LOOOONG WALK.



Max