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http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=135269

hey, this has been posted in place... it's fairly far down the page now.

lovely!

I should probably have explained that part.... sorry!! I knew I had to add something else before I hit send. Basically, it is a grid 9x9 split up into 9 boxes, which are 3x3... which looks like: <center> http://halogen.note.amherst.edu/~wing/math/images/sudoku.png </center> I think the game is orgin...

Recently I've got really into doing su doku's, and I've found them really useful distractions for when I'm feeling like I want to SI, so thought I would share it with you guys as hopefully someone else might find them useful too. I've found they are a great way to focus my mind on something else as ...

* looking at photos of the smiling faces of people you love.
* listening to songs you associate with the memories from the photos.
* having someone who isn't that close a friend (therefore not biased) tell you you're beautiful for no reason.

wow i feel lucky... I speak to Amy and Helen, who are both on bus but i class them as real life friends/everything normal as we didn't meet here, but it was still online. And occassionally another friend called Isaac. Then my Dan, who is the bestest guy in the world. He remembered 5 months! Not many...

crying has always been an issue with me. i'm ok with people seeing me cry if its about petty things- i get emotional over nothing when i'm on my period. but if its actually about something, i can't do it around people. normally, if i'm with my T and i feel tears coming i will bite my lip, look away ...

I posted about this on my place thread a few weeks ago... it got to me too. At my college, the new year 12s have started using 'emo kid'. Most people in my year had no idea what they were talking about- we were talking about new words in English Language- so the teacher decided we would discuss the ...

"you're doing ok"

- to myself.

Mine is an emergency bag. Its a really cool carrier bag which is pinky purple with loads of smiley faces on it. I have no idea where I got it as it doesn't have a shop name on, but I remember finding it in my room and thinking it was pretty so I kept it. In it are all my letters from Amy, Helen and ...

i feel fraudlent because i'm doing well. i feel as though i shouldn't be because this time i didn't really try, it just happened. all the other times ive put my heart and soul into getting better it didn't work. this time i just didn't si at all for ages, realised, then didn't wana ruin it before i ...

* Seeing your friend cry because you're going away for abit... I know thats evil as i didnt want him to cry obviously, but the fact that someone was actually moved enough to cry and affected that much by me not being there was really nice. It made me feel needed and loved... so yeah, that feeling mo...

I think it depends on the kind of therapy you're in and if its right for how you want to go about dealing with issues. Also, it can only work if you're willing to work with it. Personally, I find it incredibly easy to sit in a room with someone I don't know and tell them my secrets because I don't s...

I'll miss you... but you're not my best friend. Sorry. I know you class me as your best friend but you are not mine. I think deep down you know that but you don't like saying it to yourself. You are my best GIRL friend, but not my best friend. You and I don't share that bond Dan and I have... we do...

I want to have a wedding day without the whole commitment of getting married... because from what I've experienced you get married then it goes pear shaped. So I figure if you don't get married-married you're not stuck in a rut. I'm living in way into the country, in somewhere like the Scottish High...

* i tell people im ok because its easier than saying im not. * i dont let people see me cry because it makes me feel vunerable and im convinced they will hurt me if they see me like that. the only person who is allowed to see me cry is dan, and i hate it then. * i like letting people think i have a ...

i dont like having to look after dan all the time. hes my best friend and i love him to bits, hes my twin brother but i constantly have to look after him and make sure he is doing ok. i know he does it for me but i have to do so much, sometimes it feels like im just his organiser and i have to take ...

* if S tells me im gona tell dan, even though i've told her i wont. * i think i may have led someone on whom i have no intention of ever going with. * i love dan so much and im gona miss him like hell when im in costa rica. hes like my new brother, we are like twins. * i've never had a boyfriend, ev...

its come back again

i've been crying all day at work inside.

i dont understand why she doesnt listen to me, it fucking hurts

ok it worked

it is still coming up every time i try and reply to a thread on main.