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hey. i found having sex when i was too young just confused everything so much. i jsut found it opned a whole new can of worms and gave me so many more things to think about...... i was younger than 15 tho. i just want to say, dont be forced into n e thing ever and promise yourself not to lower your ...

i wish that all of the people who have been effected by the tsunami are safe and dont have to suffer any more.

o my god, ur chinchilla is cute!

- rasika. im so so so so releved youve left ad.
one less troubled friend to worry about.

kt
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i dont think i understant the skittles and turnips...... :oops: heheh! but i LOVE this post, so ill add some more! :star: getting txts from people u care about :star: people not disturbing u when ur upset and want to be alone. :star: looking forward to good TV programes. :star: being releived about ...

things i want to add. :star: sarah. where did you go? we used to have so much fun. we used to do things like collect snails. i stood by u when people tok the piss for you being different. why did you have to become this horrible thing. why? i know its not ur fault? when u told me u SI'd for the firt...

i dont scream in (non-virtual) world...

so i might just give it a little go.... jus a litle one

i would say melonolin (cant spell) id the way forward, they make them in large pads and the special melanolin layer stops them from sticking, and there breathable.

your from the uK right? u can get them from boots for wuite cheap.

i swear by 'em!

peaceful protests peaceful hippys totnes :pinkheart: people you can rely on fire alarms (very useful) really really heavy rain taking photographs a good bra that fits people who are content worthwile lyrics in songs old people, here very intresting eating far too much and then not feeliing guilty sp...

i try and blast music as loud as i can into my ears,
to try and block the sound of my own thoughts.

this may sound a littl crazy, but ive done it my whole life aparently,
i likew to gently rock with my eyes closed....humming. i find it very relaxing....
( i know i sound autistic)

i feel so selfish wrighting this, all this I I I I.... heregoes.... i wish i was beautiful and skinny, i wish i didnt feel different and awkward in my own body, i wish i knew what i did now years ago, i wish i could forgive and forget, i wish people could just understand, i WISH sarah was happy and ...

things i owuld like to say: :star: sarah: whats going on in your head? why cant you get better and be the lovely girl you usedto be? :star: perents: u dont know the circumstances and i know you dont understand me but let me just explain...... :star: my new freinds at college: please dont be shocked....

i love swiming, i love love love it. wen i was little my perents used to joke i would grow fins and swim away...... now, i havnt worn a swimsuit in.... close onto 4 yrs now? i hate the fact that im too f*cking coward to do it. i wish i had the courage to do it, but i just panick if i even find a swi...

i happen to love winter. in the sumer i have to wear a longsleeved top and atleast a kneelenght skirt, i dont go swiming, i dont roll my sleeves up and i cant join in with sunbathing and other things my friends would do. so in the winter its a releif becasue i don have to make so many excuses and it...

i would take

1) ray mears (a survival expert)

2) unlimited pen and paper

3) my mind, crazy tho it may be

4) something very narrow and sharp

5) a natrual spring.

hey sugar. ive been there before, but with a bloke. i dont know if its different with a girl/ i know its not easy and definatly not nice. does she know u SI? dont try and change yourself for anyone hun. try just to be yourself and im sure if your already friends then you can talk to eachother. and i...

good news....... this is a support group!

u could try going to ur GP or something and asking for a referal to a therapist if thats waht u want.
or just keep looking about on the net, theres loads out there

kt

wel that sounds liike one messed shool.


u poor bloke/gal.
i dont know what elce to say

no emotions.

why is this and why do you think it has been this way since you where 10, did something significant happen at this age?

im no therapist but maby you would feel better if you talked about it

kt