bus

thanks! i might not bother actually... i may become nicely obsessed with how my busses change...

bus rank...

i quite like being called an 'elder', but who do i pm to get the 'honored' bit removed? i'm sure no one honors me, and i don't feel there is anything that speacial about having been here longer than anyone else. could mine say 'elder' and have one yellow bus?

thanks!

carrie xxx

*i nearly killed two people. they were my friends and now i hate them both for nearly dying.

*i'm not okay

*i'm supposed to be at work right now

funny. everything's back to normal now except someone changed the 'appology' letter

what about the picture that's there now? what HAPPENED to that guy? and why post it here? *scared carrie* but deb's fixing it. thank god.

carrie xxx

i've volunteered in charity shops, a mental health safe house, and i've just finished a year at a school for children with cerebral palsy... all very rewarding... but just make sure you're not being exploited, i was at my last job, and that went a long way towards cancelling out any good feeling abo...

and from the other side of the bed? the sickening fear (will he die?), the guilt (it's my fault), the hospital smell (staff who don't tell you what's going on). *shakes head* not fun. he didn't die, but the danger is still ever present - jaundice, liver failiure... and that night will remain with me...