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i love you. you drive me crazy and most of the time i can't stand you but god dammit i love you so much and i still beleive in you. but i cant go back. i love you even though its hard. i dont want you to leave and im sorry that everyone hates you because of me i miss you and i want you back even tho...

ks-you can fucking deal with the fact that i will not always be god damn perfect. oh and im not a christian. oh and i still self harm. oh and im bi. oh and i still drink whenever i fucking can. c&r-you need to understand that its not fucking true, you need to understand that there are things you don...

i was too tired

jamie-stay. its not enough to have tony. no one else knows us liek you do. we will all stumble and fall without you here to catch us...

•a ton of music
•pics of people
•5-10 select people from camp
•a few people from old school/new school
•lots of books

yeah, friends are really important to me. i dont know how i'd be able to make it without them. they, to me, are incredibly nessecary.

i wish i could just damn trust people and not have to worry anymore. im so damn sick of always worrying, i just want to give up

Rachel-I'm sorry, I couldn't. i have trust issues, you need to remember that. I'm so sorry. Tony and Jamie-i'm sorry i lied and im sorry I can't tell you, I wish to god I could but since you're both leaving it doesn't matter anyway. please stay here. you guys are all we have left, and if you leave w...

thanks. it was okay i guess, now i have 6 days till i don't have to worry about it again...

totally just complaining cause I have to go see my t tomorrow. Everytime she asks the same questions and then last time she was all, "I think you need to put reality in check, is one homework assignment going to cost your life someday?" not going to rant about that much cause thats all ive done the ...

just let her know that you will be there to help her, other than that there really isn't anything else you can do. pm me if ya wanna talk

thanks so much. will put these to use. thank god school is over at least, don't have to deal with annoying teachers (and students) for 3 months, lol
thanks again
pistachio

I am beating myself up again because every time someone talks about SI that doesn't know about me I completley freeze up. Today one of my "friends" talked about sum1 with scars and it killed me becuase she said it in front of me and another person I knew SI'd and I wanted to say something but I comp...

You're doing the right thing by being that close to your daughter. I think that the best thing you can do is be there for her. Speaking from expirience, dont jump to conclusions and accuse her of doing it becuase its a fad, but remind her that it should not be done to be popular. Keep talking to her...