bus

I cut a lot of words, not going to share them bc i saw a list once and was like, hrm, maybe i'll cut that word

I read and I'm sorry life is so tough right now. When i want to get out of the house, i go to the library, to the river (or somewhere) to read, take a walk, go get coffe or soda or a meal. Jobs or volunteering also sound like great options.
Take care,
Ra

because my 3 friends who know have helped me so much, and it's not fair to them not to do anything myself. Also, that would give me something to do besides hating myself and realizing how awful I am, and event hough it would be not a nice alternative, I didn't think I deserved what I wanted to do. (...