bus

*hugz*
idk what to do or say
i'm so sorry

Well, this time I made it 129 days but then stuff, as usual, just piled up and became too much for me to handle. Some of the big things that probably brought the SI when it did would be my continual loss of everyone and everyone close to me, the fact that I love my one best friend so much and want t...

lately I've been trying hard to stop my SI, I even went 130-some days my last run, but sence then I've been so horrable inside that I've SIed atleast once a day. I want to stop, for my two very close friends who know about SI, OD, SU from personal experiences, because they're so worried about me get...

I have a similar thing I'm fighting with myself over. My depression and espically my SI have taken a really heavy toll on my best friend. There was a point where I was super-depressed and would scratch 3 times a week for nearly a month, and it really got to her and got her really kidna depressed her...

When I saw the subject, it reminded me of a metaphor I use with my best friend who also SIs. One time on AIM when she really wanted to cut, I told her... something like this: Her: "It hurts so much" Me: "well then... let me be your Band-aid." Her: "this is too big a pain for a meer band-aid to fix" ...

I don't ahve a safety "box" persay, rather, I have a corner of my room deticated to my best friends, who are my only reasons to not only not SI, but not SU. I have pictures of them together, them with me, stuff from stuff we've done, things to symbolize times we've hung out, inside jokes, or just pl...

Personally, I had the same problem for our school's "Winter Weekend" formal dance. And my dress had NO SLEVES. Luckly, I asked my best friend who also used to cut what I could do, and we came up with teh idea that I could wear her "arm warmers"(for anyone who dosn't know, they're like those long glo...