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Are post counts ever going back to what they were? I was under the impression they would.

It's not that it bothers me, ok, I lie, it really, really, really bothers me in an itchy under the skin way I can't express

*Sometimes I think I've made up my ex-boyfriend, or at least convinced myself that I was more important to him than I really was....



*I think I'm attracted to girls, but I don't have a clue how to go about it because I've spent so long validating myself with men

ok, well someone kidnapped my computer and put firefox on, (and then buggered off to venice) not that i-m complaining, but which version of the spell check should i download if i have firefox 1.0.7?

Sorry, you're right that wasn't incredibly clear of me. Basically, i don't have a house in mexico anymore. I do however have some very good friends in one town who i stayed with other the weekend. They generally take good care of me, do what friends do etc. Unfortunately for my dissertation i need t...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? I'm lonely, I'm on quite a big comedown from the weekend, both in terms of drugs taken and just being on the high that comes from all your friends around you. Now I'm alone, not sure where I'm staying tonight, 5 hours from my fr...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? I'm stressed, i have a lot to deal with at the moment in terms of sorting my life out, moving out of my flat, paying bills and no feasible way of doing it, i feel out of control. Have I been here before? What did I do to deal wi...

Just wanted to say, hurting yourself won't change how you fee laround other people, nor how they treat you, maybe briefly when they find out/feel guilty, but in the lnog run, you have to talk to them, and find ways of getting your needs met. Wh ycan't you call him? Why isn't he around? And dare, i s...

Ok, this is my first time writing something here, i feel I'm using it as i would SI, as a tmeporary distraction from being me, if there were many of these questions, and I could answer them until someone invites me to do something, then I should be ok, but everyone's busy, I'm not. THe ultimate solu...

i have to say this idea reqlly appealed to me, enough to make me want to post in it's favour. the point is us twenty somethings have no where really to go, i find a lot of my time is spent answering posts about school and ow god damn horrific the whole thing is, but for me the biggest change in my l...

is it possible to be blocked from BUS voluntarily? Not just yet, but soon I shall have to write my thesis and I'm totally crap at staying away from BUS. I know that this is really something I should deal with myself/will power ets, but I just think it would be useful (got about another month to go u...

It's not fun The gradual reawakening, when you can hear what's going on, you can feel all your muscles screaming The horrible clenching feeling of having your stomach pumped, it feels like they're turning all your internal organs in and around themselves. The horror of trying not to see your paretns...

the last time i wanted to SI and didn't, i called all my friends and forced them to invite me out.