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I wanted to SI but didnt becasue I know its not going to help me. I am looking into going into something that requires me to have good mental health and altho that is a long way off, the first step to getting back on track is to stop harming. Its hard but i know if i dont want anymore things to fail...

I wish it didnt have to be this way, that I didnt need to hurt to feel alive and to feel better. I wish I had the guts to tell someone the whole truth about what happened and the flashbacks I now get. I wish people would undersatnd me and not think im a freak becasue they don't know the stiry and I ...

I can't si at the mo cos my boyfriend dont handle it well and even tho i dont care bout me i care bout him.
so reason for not is him

cheers 4 this, will answer them sometime.

cheers 4 the list. has been really helpful stopping me si. thanx