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thanks for writing back lyndsie...i kinda just needed to know someone somewhere was listening, and you provided that...so thanks

they actually deactivated my account because it had been so long since i had visited here...thats so depressing. ive been si free for almost 5 months. and have been thinking about it nonstop for the past week. and how badly i want to start the whole cycle again. but i have my little orange and white...

m: i still love you. and im sorry for being the biggest d*ck in the universe and telling you how ive been f*cking people left and right since we broke up. its because im insecure about myself and because i want you to think ive moved on, when in fact, i havent. i care for you still so much. and you ...

horsesister: i am SO glad what i wrote has helped you, even if its in a tiny way. thats really the reason i put it there, because i have read posts on here and been inspired (the whole reason i made the bracelet) and i wanted to do it for other people, too. we can all do it, really. its hard and it ...

orange and white for those in recovery and those who are actively seeking to stop SIing.

and thanks, everyone, for your kind comments. im glad im not the only one whose found how ridiculously therapeutic it is to wear a little bracelet!

i dont really post here that often, but im feeling pretty good right now and im hoping that my good feelings will inspire others. i found the thread about making bracelets as a part of SIAM and had been planning on making an orange one, because ive been SIing for about 8 years now. and the other nig...