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alone and hurt.

john mayer - "come back to bed"

and i won't sleep through this,
i survive on the breath you are finished with.
you can be mad in the morning.
i'll take back what i said.
just don't leave me alone here.
it's cold, baby, come back to bed.

i know i'm being selfish. i'm sorry. but i'm sad and i'm lonely, and i want you more than anything. it sounds so stupid but i really just want you for christmas. that's it. i miss you. you're perfect, and i miss your hugs and the way you look at me and take care of me. i need that right now.

you drive me nuts. i've never loved and hated the same person so much.

pay attention to me.

i'm so tired.

cold. worried. will be sad soon.

i'm starting to get worried. 20 minutes then i can call him.

i'm awake.

i read seven court cases. four more to go.

still tired.
slightly unproductive.
but stable.

b - i'm sorry. i don't know if i can do this anymore. i'm in love with you. you're perfect. we're perfect together. but there's 1500 miles between us and i'm not strong enough. i'm so sorry.

instead of staying angry, i went to the gym for an hour and felt productive and happier. i spent time with my friends.

and let him do the same.

little tears. i'm tired of crying, it hurts.

sad. sick. confused.

tired.

i love you. i'm in love with you. i don't want anybody else. i need space. and i need you, at the same time. i scared myself last night. i feel stuck. help.

oh my goodness my thread got STICKIED!

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i'm still in love with him. he cheated on me for seven months, with his ex-girlfriend. and i took him back.

i don't trust him.

hey. congrats on six days! :D here's a few: -the distractions/games forums on bus -read a book -have a movie marathon -learn to cook something yummy -play cards or games on the computer -have bubble bath -look through old photo albums -make a scrapbook i wish i had more. good luck. :) i'm here if yo...