bus

there's too much to say... i don't know where to start. too many people i've hurt. myself included. --- this is really a helpful thing. although i can't clear my thoughts enough to write anything down right now, this thread really made me think. so ok, i have one thing to say: to the one who started...

i wish i could be proud of myself
i wish i could live my life now, not waiting for it all to happen some other day
i wish i was skinny like hell
i wish i knew how to deal with things
i wish i wasn't so scared of everything