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i wish i was at home now with my boy i wish i wasnt anxious and wound up ALL the time i wish i could cope without needing to SH i wish all this work stuff & its confrontation wasn't happening i wish i could be far far away on a beach in the sun knitting i wish i didnt have to work at my job i wish ...

hey :) i read and what you wrote really touched a nerve. i'm sorry i dont know how to advise you. i have drastically reduced my SI [from everyday to see my signature] for my boyfriend. i dont want to stop you are not alone - and i am no help :( and have no answers i'm sorry :purpheart: violetxxx

Hey Nikki - I'm sorry sweetie - I dont know what to say that can help you - except I'm listening. you could try looking at the 'scarily vast list of coping stratigies' sticky at the start of the coping forum - its really good for stuff. but it's all killing time stuff, and i struggle sometimes to f...

I dont have any strong helpful words at this time in the morning i'm afraid - i just wanted to drop by and let you know that I read. I hope that things are a bit calmer this morning. well done on resisting your urges - I totally understand the difficulty and pain of trying not to - and you have man...

i dont know if i can do this. i'm on edge - i'm struggling and i want to SI really bad.

im trapped

i want to get out



will this ever end?

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? i will feel better initially what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? it may make me more capable to handle the situation - i will have removed some of the stress, and may be calmer. but i...