bus

*sa* daddy look what you did to me all those years. why did you do that to me? do you have any idea how you fucked me up both literally and figurativley? do you realize that i'm scared to death to be in a relationship, especially with a man because i see your face? do you know that in trying to get ...

i could. i could read it to T. then we could go to the alley behind her office and burn it. that's a good idea. thank you.

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? it won't, i'll just be numb from it for a bit. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? ...

hopeless

i wish my work walked their talk instead of blowing smoke up my *ss.

i wish they treated me better.

i wish i saw another alternative besides quitting.

i wish carolyn hadn't died.

i wish i could sleep.

tired
sad
disappointed
angry
frustrated
thirsty
proud (of myself for not backing down)

oh boy do i relate! i do stupid stuff almost everyday, and i too dwell on it to the point that i know it's unhealthy for me. :oops: so today, i almost walked off the job but instead said to my boss that the way i'm being treated is like being f***ed in the *ss. (i can't believe i said that outloud t...

i have vista and ff. ff has been acting up for me for several weeks, but i also have a <s>13</s> 14 y.o. who likes to download things.

thanx jessica

umm, hello? i'm still not getting email notifications and i've checked my profile. threads i follow are still in my watch list. has anyone else experienced this recently?

i talked to jomomma via email and tried her suggestions but still no notifications. any ideas anyone?

i was getting them earlier today, and now i'm home and checked my inbox. no new emails, but on my watched list, lots of new posts. is this bus or hotmail?

thanx mardy for trying.

ok. can't use html anymore, cuz i have a lovely random <img> in my sig. the ticker i wanted is 415 pixels...just 15 too long.

is there a way to resize bbcode?

perhaps i need to move across the pond then.

is it my isp or did the board disappear a few times yesterday? and today it's running REALLY slow.

anyone else having this problem?

frustrated
tired but wide awake
sore

haha...hasta la vista!

i haven't noticed a problem with the audio. perhaps it's the computer and not vista? cuz kid still plays his music too loud. even with the dishwasher and tv going and me in the other room, his music is louder than all of it.

my new laptop has vista too. altho i'm not techie enuf to figure out what is and isn't working, i need to get mozilla up again (i still despise IE). i think part of my problem is that i haven't been able to delete all the free cr*p or 30-day free trial cr*p that was pre-installed on my laptop. on a ...

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*bows down the edit-able adminny type*

(vs. the editable adminny-type)